Uneasy

Feeling uneasy from thoughts that flood my mind.
Thoughts that make my vision blurred and force me to take things out of context.
Making me view the perfectly proportionate out of proportion.
Fearing the loss of love will kill you.
Worrying about the loss of interest will make you lose control.
If only I wouldn’t take everything to heart.
If only I was able to let things go.



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Inquisitions

It’s hard to separate the present from the past.
It’s harder to separate the past from the future.
Questions will be asked to ensure everything is ok.
I’ve forgiven, but how can I possibly forget?
It’s part of who I am to worry.
As far back as I can remember, I worried.
Do my inquisitions bother you?
Do they push you away?
I hope not.
As crazy as it sounds, I only want what’s best.
But, as we are fully aware, I’m crazy.
Maybe what I want and see as best is truly annoying you to death.
I hope not.
But, I’m crazy.
Maybe my perception of reality is only a mirage.
What I do know is that I’m happy.
Really, truly, deeply, wholeheartedly- I’m happy.
And I have you to thank for it.



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